These are a few of my favorite things...

Not much has really happened since the last post, but I had a couple basketball games (the first two, in fact) and also, I just so happened to inform Clara of the existance of the site. Obviously she took it well because she set up her own little secret baby (Sports, Guys and Chocolate is where it is) so its all good. She has yet to call me a crazy psychopath or anything like that-of course I'm guessing that she hasn't read all of the posts. That can make a difference.

As you may be able to see, I'm slowly but surely adding some Christmas-ness to the blog. You know what that means right?! A NEW VIDEO! This is a sweet song by Capital Lights. You should listen to it. Do it. I promise its not screamo (aHEM *cough*yella*cough*). :)



As far as basketball goes, we won the first game and lost the second game (the loss was like 43 to like 21 or something like that but that team TOTALLY was rediculous.). I have many comments about my team and the games that I could make, but I'm not going to burden y'all with them because it would just take more time. Over all, I guess my team is ok, some of the people are nice, and one person really gets on my nerves and the rest are popular people, but that's ok. We work pretty well together (although no one passes the ball to me even when I'm wide open unless the coach forces them to) and we won the first game with a score similar to that of the one that we lost. The coach is good too, and even though when you see him at a game and he's yelling like he's coaching in the Super Bowl it won't seem like it, he's pretty nice.

So the loss was yesterday and also yesterday, I hung out at Clara's house (I practically live over there, and I'm sure her parents are sick of it) and I feel kinda bad because her dad got mad at her( did I mention what happened to him?!) for not doing the 4 dishes in the sink. Shh, but I think his hand/being stuck at home might have shortened his temper. For those of you that don't know, her dad shot his hand and lost a finger and can't go back to work for a while. Thats the long story shot...I mean short.

All I did today was go Christmas shopping and go to church and sit in the car while my mom moved some stuff for my cousin Jen. Oh ya, and I was over at Clara's house AGAIN to drop off Victoria, who was gonna go and babysit with Clara's sister.

AH! Queen Veronica has unshunned me for no apparant reason. All the sudden she started talking to me in Geometry and now she half smiles at me in the hallways and she INVITED ME OVER TO HER HOUSE. Except I had this drill thing the next morning (a.k.a yesterday) so I said I couldn't. I've decided that I'm not gonna bite her head off or anything because thats kinda not worth the energy.

The drill thing? It was interesting. We, as in the people there, went to a class for like 3 min, then we acted like it was passing time and then we were supposed to go to our next class. That for me, was lunch. When Clara and I got almost into the lunchroom, the first gunshot was fired-oh my bad, if I didn't already tell you, this was a simulation to what would happen if there was a shooter in the building and the had police, fire and medical responders there too.- so we ran into a room and sat there in the dark on the cold floor for about an hour an a half or so, and then some guy came to one of the doors and was like "The drill is off, open the door" and a guy went to open it and everyone was likke "NO NO DON'T OPEN IT!" but then the principal came in the other door and was like "I think something is wrong" and then we opened the door and part of the cafeteria had flooded! So they called off the drill early.

Quite eventful no?
-Helcar :]

Merry Thanksgivingmas!

*Bursts in wearing a Santa hat* HO HO HO! MEEEEEEEEEEEERRY CHRISTMAS! Whats that? Oh, too soon? Hehe, my bad. Ah well. How was y'all's Thanksgiving? I would like to make a formal apology to anyone who thinks that I was knocking Thanksgiving, because I personally LOVE it. I mean I love eating and that's what you do on that day! But my loving family still made fun of me for eating a lot even though you're supposed to on Thanksgiving :( .I would like to be thankful for (I'll do 7 things since that seems to be the blogging world's favorite number...)

1.My family-No matter HOW much I complain about them, I still love them. From my creeper Mom to my murderous little Alexandra.

2.My friends-They keep me sane.

3.My pets-They also play a part in keeping me sane-well, except for maybe Rouge...he's a little worthless.

4.TiVO-As much as I love my computer, I don't want to have to fish it out and search crazily through the interweb to find full, episodes of my shows WITHOUT issues.

5.Cellies and the Internet-How else would I drive my mom crazy by constantly talking to my friends everywhere I am?

6.Food-Maybe this should've been higher on the list, because I freakin love this stuff. Oh well.

7. My bloggy peeps-My blog is an vent, and other peoples blogs can do anything from make me burst out laughing in the middle of my family room floor (which drives Victoria crazy) to make me hungry (well, actually, that's a lie-I'm always hungry-it just makes me drool)

8. Scary movies and books (particularly Stephen King books!)-They're awesome even though they probably don't help my insanity.

Ok so I lied. I did eight things. There's probably more stuff that I can type up that I'm thankful for, but I'm going to stop there because there ARE other matters on our agenda tonight.

Next up, we have an award. In my head, the crowd is cheering on one side and groaning on the other. As much as I love awards, I HATE trying to come up with facts. I'm just not good at it.

1.Thank the award sharing fiend
2.Copy the award onto your blog
3.Give the usual amount of facts (it's seven btw)
3.Don't be greedy, pass it on to seven more bloggers
4.Let the bloggers know you gave it to them (aka post a comment on their blog)
I would just like to say now that I'm not going to post comments for this one because I am an extremely busy high schooler what with finals coming up the DAY AFTER TOMORROW O.O , so although this is probably bad etiquette, that's too bad. I'll do it next time if I'm not shunned.

1.The area between my first and second knuckle on my fingers is generally lighter than the rest of my hand.

2.Chocolate is amazing. Especially with caramel. Just sayin.

3.I have a love hate relationship with my laptop (for example, just before I typed this, my internet stopped working so I tiredly got off my bed, scrambled upstairs, back downstairs while holding up my laptop hoping for my internet to come back. Finally after I disconnected from the network then reconnected, it came back)

4.I do basketball, track, and cross country

5.I love being outside in the woods and stuff.

6.My favorite author is probably Stephen King.

7.I am a big fan of the Washington Redskins. Why you ask? Because I was raised that way.

Ok so that should about cover it. Lets go with what my friend over at Zoinkers! did (thank you for this award by the way) and say that if you are on my list of blogs and you want this beast, then you can have it!

OH MY FREAKIN GAWD. Finals are coming up and they will be my first ever finals and I kinda hope I don't fail them.

So basketball started, (which I'm pretty sure I told you) and we have our first official game tomorrow, and I GET TO START! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Hopefully I don't totally screw things up. And the 9th grade team got spiffy new uniforms, so that makes it even better!

Finally, well I THINK it's finally, on Black Friday, I got to hang out with Mark and Lauren (sigh. just kidding...maybe) it was fun. We hung out at the monster mall (whose name is omitted for safety purposes) and we just kinda wandered, then we ate at a fancy italian place and Mark and I shared a pizza, and he gave me bread-hes so funny- and then we wandered some more and then we went bowling. It was amazingly fun. Here's some highlights.

-reading books out loud at Barnes and Nobles
-sharing pizza
-"having swagger" and walking into a store all funny just because of the cool beat that the music had...and then walking right back out.
-multiples times he said, "haha I love you R-er..um-Helcar" (not like <3-more like home dawg love. Its still cool)
And in the store that we walked into, (we went back in to look around with Laurens parents later) he picked up a mustache Christmas tree ornament and held it up and I have a picture of it that I was going to put on here until i remembered that its on my cell phone and this is sorta a anonymous-ish blog. I just don't want this to be read by some person that just happens to know him and then shows him the blog...that would be BAD. Seriously. I had a whole mental freak attack about all that could happen or has possibly already happened.


Finally, I got some music on my PSP! This is good because I've been meaning to do it, and also, I can't find my iPod. Unfortunately, it took like 2 hours to get 50 songs on there because my computer hates me, so I had to
a.reload the CD onto my computer that I wanted to put on the PSP
b.sync no more that TWO SONGS AT A TIME onto the thing
c.transfer the songs through 3 different folders so they would show up
d.disconnect my PSP about every four songs otherwise it wouldn't sync anymore songs.

and I managed to do this with about 4 CD's before I had to do homework and go grocery shopping with my mom. I'll continue to do this since I have a long weekend this week-although Friday is busy- I have some drill thing that I volunteered for in the morning, and then another basketball game.

I'm pretty sure that my tired brain has destroyed whatever I was going to talk about next, so lets stop here. The post is probably long enough anyways.

And a happy New Year...
-Helcar :D

Whats's Crackalackin My Homedawgz?!

So I hope its not your knuckles that are crackalackin, cuz that would make it awfully hard to reply to my post! (JK-just kidding for the slanguage inept) As you may have noticed if you've even left the home, apartment, cave or trashcan you live in, the entire world (well not the ENTIRE world.) is preparing for Christmas!!! I'm talking having up two isles of Christmas decorations (AND the back shelves) next to the Halloween stuff! In honor of this occasion beloved to MANY people, I'm posting this video of Reliant K's rendition of the 12 Days of Christmas-along with some idiots waliling along to it.

At first its not too bad, but like rowdy drunks at a bar, they get louder and louder as the video progresses. Don't blame me, blame youtube and the people it invites into its life. At least they're spreading Christmas cheer. I'll put a video below it, which is just a girl doing a guitar cover, so the only thing is that the guitar is a little louder than normal. Otherwise, its great! (A.k.a. if you wanna watch the guys and MAYBE laugh, then watch that one. If you just want to hear the song and continue reading-or watch the girl beast the cover- play the second one!!)




Also in recent news, the word "unfriend" is the word of the year and is being added into the dictionary along with some other slang words (or something like that. I skimmed the article on it. I mean come on. I'm a teenager.)

I just wanted to tell you that you may (or possibly not. I'm working on the may because its what I think I should do) have a new friend coming to the bloggy world! I mean I'm not sayin they'll have a blog, but be nice to them if they visit!!

Finally, my legs don't quite feel like they're gonna fall off and I got new basketball shoes.

BTW: I'm going to be gone all of this weekend AND Thursday and Friday because of NYLSC. So I know I post SOO often, but please don't disown me for dissapearing for a few days ok? :)

On the 1st day of Christmas my true love gave to me:
Headphones to drone out my family! Thank you true love!
-Helcar :)

Oh and PS: I'll probably-I take that back- I WILL post at least ONE MORE song before the actual Christmas, and at that point, I'll probably go crazy! I mean I'm half tempted to change my blog layout for Christmas. Of course the lazy teen monster in me wins that battle and decides that its a lot of unnecessary work in the end. If you don't like it, then that's just TOO BAD!

PPSS:What's that? I skipped Thanksgiving? The beloved holiday about eating and watching football?...Er..I mean um...giving thanks? Well I'm sorry, I must've caught public fever. The only thing that remembers to include Thanksgiving at the holiday party is Macy's (Wait...they have a Thanksgiving parade right? RIGHT?!) So give 'ol Thanksies my apologies and tell them that I'll send them a Christmas card.

Oh what a relief it is!

After the nice men in the white coats told me to eat some ice cream and calm down before they gave me the straitjacket again, I felt much better! Especially with that shot they gave me? *twitch* Haha. Just kidding.

But not much is going on over here on the home front. Basketball started today, and with the awesome killer-happy man to deal with for four months, I continue on my path to having my brain turn to mush before my senior year! But then again, it might just be mush already.

I have been diagnosed with withdrawal and I believe that it might just be a correct diagnosis. "What? The crazy girl in withdrawal? Did you forget to take your meds?" No! I told you I throw them in the sink when they give them... I mean um, I may be in withdrawal from a certain thing that is designated the name "The M word" in the tags. For those of you who are too lazy to find the common denominator, that would be Mark. Lets just leave it at that. The romance monster has revolted and is waging all out war on my sensible side, and that's enough of a problem. I'm not going to help it by opening my mouth.

So anywho, I know I'm a regular chatzilla and all, but I have to do homework, so this is all you're getting right now!

Stay tuned for next post's episode...
-Helcar :)

THIS IS HALLOWEEN!

Well actually, Ms. Crazy Blogger Girl, it is in fact NOT Halloween, but Hallows Eve (is that what the night before Halloween is called? No? Too bad. It is now.) but thats ok because I wont have the time to be blogging tomorrow. I have to put the finishing touches on my (amazing) costume and clean my house and do my homework and go for a run-then take a shower of course, which might happen after some ab time...most of these things (aka like everything except my costume) needs to be done by like 2:30, which is when my mom is getting home from work. Hooray for me right? And now, ladies and gentlemen, on to the main event!

Ok, so Alley is having a Halloween party right? So all week I had to battle with my mo to even get her to let me go in the first place, and I finally sorta got her to agree that if I cleaned dpart of the house I could go to the party. Then, she said that I couldn't sleep over (its a sleepover party) just becuase she felt like it, and she thought that I had been to enough sleepovers lately. Then, after 2 days of asking "please? please? WHY NOT?" she was like "If you think you're sleeping over at Alley's you need to clean this house because I have a friend coming over and I don't want this house to look messy!" AND THE TRUTH COMES OUT! Ugh. I had to suffer and beg all week when really my mom is just too lazy to clean the house herself, and she knew we'd (my sisters and I) clean if she threatened something we wanted to do. That is just a little bit obnoxious. Oh well.

Like I don't even know what to think, like to be jealous or happy or sad or what, but whatever. Clara and Alley are like all successful with their love lifes right now, like Clara (we will call her guy BP) talks to BP a lot, like texting and in person, and like just the other day at the last (*sniff*) cross country meet-he's in CC too- she was like "How did you do?" and they held a convo-even though we were trying to get someplace-but it was kinda funny because she wasn't like hanging on his every word or anything, but I could definatly see the gushy happiness in her face and stuff. When she (finally) left, she was like freakin out because I was teasing her and she was like "OMG am I that obvious?" But I don't think she really was, I mean maybe, but you know how you can notice stuff mroe with your friends, especially if you know what's going on? But anyways, and Alley is to the point where she was talking to him for a while and like he likes her back and stuff (we can call him...um...K-dog). So anyways, I'm like happy for them/wallowing in my sarcastic pool of self-pity.

So...um..well you see, I'm sorry if this post isn't very organized because my brain isn't very organized...oh well.

I'm in the process of trying to find out when Mark and Lauren are free because I haven't seen them in a while, so I'm workin on it.

I think thats all I got for ya today...
-Helcar >:3) (thats a really weird devil in honor of HALLOWEEN-the best holiday ever!)

Yee Haw Y'all Gots the Swine!

Well you know whats just great? First I'll give you my sarcastic great-I got the swine flu! Well, er, maybe. You see, i went to the hospital because i um -cough-passed out twice-cough-which i will gladly tell you about later. But anyways, the people at the hospital diagnosed me with swine flu since they were too lazy to do some test and i had flu-ish symptoms. The REAL great is that its almost Halloween! THIS IS HALLOWEEN THIS IS HALLOWEEN as A Nightmare Before Christmas once said! Haha can't you just imagine some crazy girl -cough-me-cough- dancing around like a fire pit and chanting crazily? I bet my friends can. Halloween is only one of the best holidays EVER and my costume is gonna ROCK! It is a combination of some of my few skills and my sick mind (as are most of my actions and projects) You know what though? Since I was home sick for FOUR days (after a four day weekend and preceding a three day weekend) I am now loaded down with homework! HOORAY x.x .Also, for those of you that lost sleep over my petty issues, I did in fact find my social studies folder! Now on to the discussions about my sickness.

I went over to Alleys house where everyone was all coughing and stuff and had fun then I came home coughing to Alexandra, who was also sick! Then the next day I had a fever and felt like crap and then the next day, I woke up and went to the bathroom. When I came out my vision was like all dark and I could only see one little patch and my mom was there and she was gonna take my temperature. She kept asking if I was ok because it looked like I wasn't looking at her-I kinda couldn't really see her- I kept trying to tell her 'Yeah yeah I'm fine" because you know how sometimes if you stand up really fast your vision gets all weird and stuff? I thought it was something like that. Apparantly that wasn't the case becuase I passed out and I woke up and my mom is like "Are you ok? Are you ok?" and freakin out then she made me lay there for like 20 minutes then she was going to go get my glasses (i normally wear contacts, but it was morning and I don't normally put them in if I'm just gonna sit at home like all day and i had just woken up) so she made me stand up and lean against the wall and then my vision started getting all dark again and my legs got all weak and then i woke up exaclty where i did before. On the floor in the doorway to my bedroom. It wasn't really fun. Then I got to crawl upstairs (my room is in the basement) and to the car since I wasn't in the mood for passing out AGAIN, all the while my mom called likea hundred people and told them that I passed out and she was gonna take me and Alexandra (who was also home sick that lovely Monday) to the emergency room.

The emergency room was FULL of disgusting sick kids that were coughing and hacking all over he place and we all got to wear fun masks, which i didn't object due to the sick to healthy ratio in that emergency room, and then we sat there for like three hours and then we went home after a long sickly day. I got to stay home Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday (even though I could've gone to school on Thursday and my mom kept me home). The best part is that my mom has told half the world that I passed out!

Other than that, it hasn't been very eventful, so maybe I'll just leave off there. In fact, I think I will.

SoooweEEEE!!! Here piggy piggy...
-Helcar ^-o-^ (how do you like the pig?)

High School 101

First and foremost, it is OCTOBER!!! WOO! That means Halloween, which is only pretty close to my favorite holiday EVER. When else do you get to scare people and get a ton of free candy? Well, that is unless you're a clown in a parade, then there might be an exception. So anyways, here is what I'm up to



Wake up at 6am.

Go to school.

Be bored in school.

Get a boat load of homework from school.

Go to cross country.

Go home and do homework.

Eat.

Do more homework till about 11pm.

Start all over.



But take into consideration that I DO eat more than once a day. Trust me. Most of the time I have two dinners. THAT's how much I eat.



So doesn't that sound exciting? Plus, I would tell you where you could find how I'm doing in cross country, but that's not a good idea because it would give you a bunch of info that you don't need to know. I'd rather not be stalked and kidnapped (although, if you could kidnap my sisters, that might be appreciated.)



As any good bottom-of-the-totem-pole freshman would do, I'm staying up late to do homework that I complain about to friends and family, and being sick with the perpetual cold that comes in the back to school care package. Oh joy. But that might just be what EVERYONE in high school does. That and complain about the teachers they have.



I would just like to mention that a good thing to do in ANY school situation, is NOT LOSE THE FOLDER THAT HAS AN ENTIRE SUBJECTS WORTH OF PAPERS IN IT. I can't find my social studies folder, which has my chapter notes (non replaceable), my study guide (non replaceable) and ALL of this weeks homework, and one of those homework items was due today. If someone took that folder, I just might kill them.

On the plus side, a much needed four day weekend is coming up. I am going to see if Mark (friend/person I like for those of you that are new to all of this.)and Lauren (both of whom are NYLSC buddies of mine. Like I said. its for the people who may or may not know said facts already). This is NOT going to take place with my school friends (despite the fact that Clara is trying to push that) if it takes place at all. But I better get going, because that is NEXT WEEK, and I don't even really have any details set up.
I just figured I'd get in post even though I SHOULD be doing homework (see what I was talking about? I'm a HORRIBLE procrastinator) so I don't get too behind. I need to keep up with this or I'll drive myself and everyone else crazy!

TTYL friends! Kidding, but I will post again eventually...
-Helcar z.z

Look Who It Is!

Well well well! Look who decided to show up! I'm back (obviously) from my pathetically negligent "vacation". on our agenda for today is....

-My Stitches (OMG!)
-The Party (ARGH!/w00t!)
uuhhhhhh what else?? OH YEAH!
-Rock the River

I went up to Alley's cabin, and it was fun-other than the stitches. Although I WILL get an awesome scar to show off from it. Don't worry. I've already gotten the speech from everyone about how to avoid the scarring, but whatever. I'll do what I want. So ANYWAYS. We decided that we were going to hike across the island that her cabin is on, so we got halfway-ish, and then we went towards the shoreline. We guessed which way was closer to the cabin, and ended up hiking the long way around. We stopped periodically to rest and climb on the bluffs that were all over the fringes of the island. We saw a doe, got eaten by mosquitos (only a little though) and destroyed our legs on all the branches n junk that littered the ground. We continued to hug the shoreline, so we encountered some areas where the only way to keep going without backtracking and bushwhacking, was to climb up the rocks. We kept going and going and going, and then one time when Alley wanted to stop and climb (because "climbing is her favorite part!") she climbed down (so she could climb back up) and my brain said "Go for it! You like climbing too you know!" and the other -smart-part of me was like "DONT DO IT! What are you going to do if someone gets hurt?! And PLUS, she's about 40 pounds lighter than you are! What holds for her, isn't necessarily going to hold for you!" But do I EVER listen to the sensible side of my brain? Nope. That's probably why I'm so accident prone. As I started climbing down, there was a very large, sharp and also....LOOSE rock, which slid down, scraped one leg, and then got caught on my foot (since it was big, it was heavy, and it hurt) then, instead of moving the leg that wasn't caught BEFORE i dislodged the rock, I kept my leg right where it was. So the rock went down and chopped my leg open and then caught on my other foot! then, I climbed down (that rock was a major handhold since it was a big rock.) then climbed up another area. My leg was bleeding a bunch ----> ------> ------> fast forward through some hiking, we came to a cabin and got a couple bandaids to hold my leg over , the chick went and got the trashcan for the paper towels I used to wipe my leg some, and she was all like "hehe...blood these days you know..." ...um EXCUSE ME Ms. Rudeness? I would've thrown away my own papertowels WITHOUT you making your stupid comment. I don't expect random strangers to handle bloody paper towels that I used, when I'm perfectly capable of throwing them away!----->------>-------->fast forward some more...we got back to the cabin (as my leg continued to bleed) and Alley was freaking out and her brother and his friend were trying to prod at my leg, and then we (more like they... I could've handled it myself.) woke up their dad and he bandaged my leg. It didn't seem like they(doctors) could stitch it, so we just bandaged it, and checked on it. That night he decided that we'd go in to the hospital to get it checked out. Just in case. I got 9 stitches, and some fun antibiotics that I had to take 4x a day. So for ten days I couldn't bike or do cross country. Ten days later, I'm rid of them, and I'm going back to cross country tomorrow.

NEXT!!

The party is saturday, and its gonna rock! but the thing is, Mark and Lauren still haven't given me a definate answer, and I need to know by tomorrow in order to clean and plan food and stuff like that. But it will be fun anyways -if you ignore all of my sisters friends that will also be there.

NEXT!!

I went to Rock the River (It's like a smaller Sonshine) and I saw concerts and stuff and it was fun! But the thing that wasn't fun was waiting in line for two hours to get ONE piece of pizza. The food vendors were slow and stopped serving food whenever this one guy got up to give some stupid sermon. This guy came up about every hour, and he talked for a LONG time. So Everyone in line was super annoyed. I almost missed the Flyleaf concert because of the line. But I didn't so it was ok.

So now that I'm back, I'm going to try and stay on top of it. Even during sports and the school year and stuff.
So I'll ttyl (type to ya later)...
-Helcar :F (vampire?)

Yo dawg!

What's up people?!

So I'm pretty bored right now, and I'm trying to learn hula hoop tricks. Yes. I know. I'm weird. Whatever though. So anyways, I have some very important news!!! The official party date is the 22nd, and I'm currently trying to recruit people for the date. So Alley, does that date work for you? I'm not sure of the times yet, but its probably from like 2pm-10pm (that's the generic time frame since we don't have an official one yet)
It should be pretty fun. We'll have music and slip n slides and maybe a movie! Oh. and lotsa people. Hehe...Hopefully my friends can behave. Yes that means you know who (what is this?! Harry Potter?!) is probably gonna be there. I'm not gonna tell anyone (well, except for the blogiverse, and Victoria ruined the suprise when I was talking to Clara, so she knows too...)

So camp was pretty fun, I did sailing, and we sailed keelboats (big ones) and sunfish (little ones).

I don't really know what else to say right nows though, so lets leave it at that.

Maybe I'll think of more stuff soon...
-Helcar -.- (still bored)

yyeeahhh...

ok. so.
i finished Brisingr (The 3rd Eragon book ya know?) and it was pretty good. so now i'm back to the annoying task of waiting for authors to publish books. and for my book to be ready at the library. lol

i was talking to clara and veronica at home depot since we were giving her a ride home after this board meeting thing that i went to, and i was telling her about the miis that we had made (and then soon after, deleted, due to the family harassment risk) oh wait. did i mention those? if not, here's the deal

we-as in veronica and i, but mostly me-had made mii's (people on the wii gaming system) of who people like, (i didn't label them with their real names, i used their nicknames. i'm not a total moron.) and then their colors got matched up so the people were in couples. and i also made a Jacob-from twilight(since there was already an Bella and Edward on my miis.) and married him to Victoria. oh, and i made Samara (from the movie , The Ring) and married her to one of my monster miis. which are the miis i made since i have mad skills at making demonic miis.

ok and anyways, if you need a refresher, me, olympia, talking, miis....

and then we were talking about the dude she (clara) likes' mii, and how i gave him a frown instead of a smile because 90% of the time he's frowning or smirking, and the mouths that were smirk-ish looked like pointy lipped turtle mouths. lol but then clara was arguing with me because she was like "Helcar! *smacks me in the arm* he smiles! I've watched him at lunch," (...ok....thats kinda creepy, but most people, including me, have done it. not for long, but i've done it.) "and he smiles with his friends and stuff!" and at this point she got all squealy like she does when she talks about her dog and jumped up and down a little and kinda waved her arms some and squealed something that sounded like "-squeal- so cute -squeal-" but let me tell ya, that girl is capable of going into some really high pitches, so my the computer panel in my brain controlling hearing shorted out for a minute.
then i told her about how there were people below him on the "people i don't like" list and she was like "that's good!" and then she made me tell her who was below him and then she was asking about people above him, and what his rating was now, and then she was like "what could he do to improve his place?"

i doubt that she's gonna go up to him and be like "Helcar doesn't like you, but this is what you can do to fix that". she wouldn't even let me scheme for her (even though i kinda did anyways) at the last day of eight grade dance because "he doesn't probably even know who she is," and something about being weird.

so that was kinda an interesting convo.

and then of course my mom was trying to get clara and veronica to tell her who i like, which you should know by this point if you've payed any attention at all to some of my posts, and luckily they didn't say anything. and my mom being the meanie that she is, is trying to say it's Josh S. that kid is a freak, and pretty soon, I'm gonna punch her if she keeps saying it because its really annoying.

and also today, i was hanging out with alley, and we went to the mall and looked around. we tried on dresses (i was forced. :( ) and ate normal food and candy (which was good) and then we went back to her house and played viva pinata as her brother Mouse (again. not my nickname.) was trying to coach us from the sidelines. so that was fun as usual.

plus, at the board meeting talking with most of my friends made me realize how much i miss seeing them like every day :( i guess i have to have a party now. lol

i think that's about it...wait! oh yeah. alley got me onto this grooveshark.com and i like it a lot! except the website always crashes around like 2am or so, so when i stay up really late reading or something, i can't listen to music the whole time. so sad.

and FINALLY (maybe. lol) i don't think I've gone to bed before midnight more than once during the entire so far of summer break. great right?

I've been trying to think of an awkward moment so i can participate in the Totally Awkward Tuesdays over at The Secret Life of Tova Darling . i know i have some, so it's too bad i can't think of any. bleh.

i was talking to Anna about Dane cook jokes because i had said something about kool-aid and then she quoted his skit that had to do with the kool-aid man and it was funny. if you wanna watch (or hear) it, here's a link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQ09jmRJIuU&feature=related


so that should be about it, and if it's not, i think i'll just write it down and save it for the next post

lol ummmm, i don't know what to say here today...
-helcar :P

updates on the fly!

ok so here's the daily news by person

me:
so far, the "crush knowing" war continues to rage-i think they think i like Hank because they've asked that like 4 times. the only thing is though, he breaks one of the guidelines i gave them and I'm not sure they know that. (hank has blue eyes-i noticed because the bright blue shirt he was wearing today made them look weird. but anywho.)

Melissa:
found out who she "sorta" (i think that's just a: i don't like him very much when he's being an idiot excuse)

Anna:
likes Cheshy, but refuses to do anything about it
thinks its weird that there's a mutual dislike between me and him

Bethany:
same old same old. lol she got in the pictures though, and also, i don't think she knows that i don't really care that she likes Pinnochio (even though i don't understand why she does) i just like harassing her because she spazzes out about him a LOT

Clara:
nothing much. same old same old pretty much.

Veronica:
is making me want to jam a pen down her throat because whenever we get on the crush topic she tries to glorify herself so I'll tell her who i like. for example she says "you can tell me! i wont tell anyone! besides, who was the person that knew Mark's last name (even though i DID tell her first) and who was the person that knew who anna liked and didn't even say that she knew???"
blah.

alley:
her parents are trying to make her go to Boringwater.
still won't spill who she likes. (ARGH!)

so maybe I'll elaborate later...i still have to do a story post!

darn. my schedule got all messed up today...
-helcar Z_Z zzzzzz

wooow

RRGGGG! and AHHH! and WHAAT?! and hmmm and another hmm for a different reason and LOL and o.o (I'm not sure what word to put for that one). too bad i can't say all of that at the same time, because that's what I'm thinking. so here is the dealio.

RRGGGG!
Alley wont tell me who the new person she likes is!! of course its her business and shes not required to tell me, but I WANT TO KNOW! lol why? i don't know, i just like knowing my friends secrets! it helps me know them better! so I've guessed duke (not my name for him.), which she has denied, but here is the reasoning for such a guess
1. even if the valleyfair clues were fake, he fits those descriptions.
2. alley said that the persons shoes matched their shirt 2day (may 21st, 2009), which again, another fake clue maybe, but he fits the bill.
3. she says its embarrassing-duke is a possibility for someone that you would be embarrassed to tell others that you like.
4. she has been talking to him a lot more in music lately. it seems like before when the seats got switched, he was just there.
so idk. even though i would hate to, I'm tempted to give up until she tells me on her own because shes too hard to read and shes stubborn. lol

AHHH!
so today i found out who Anna currently likes. it turns out that it is the person that i was suspicious that it might be, but she says it wasn't at first.
i also accidentally found out who she liked before. which honestly, is kind of interesting, not necessarily surprising, and also not quite as big of a deal as she was making it. YES it kind of is a big deal, since it was the same person another person likes (i had already gotten that much out of her before, but i figured it was somebody else's <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">lol) but its not like if she told me i would criticize her for liking the same person as someone else, because it happens. and also, it wasn't like i would go tell the other person that liked the guy that Anna liked him too...whatever. and another reason for this AHHHHHH! is that Bethany was yelling at me in gym for not understanding why she likes Pinnochio and not really caring that Anna likes Cheshie.

WHAT?!
i was just talking to Anna and i told her what Bethany and i decided in gym (that it wouldn't be a bad idea to ask him out) and guess what.
Anna said that she told him.
as in that she likes him! and she said that he said that he liked her back!!!!!
and THEN i was like "well then ask him out!" and you know what she said?!
"no. girls don't ask guys out."
AHHHH!!!! which is more like an ARRRGGGHHHH! if the guy I liked (mark) said that he liked me, then maybe i would wait a little bit to see if he would ask me out, but then if he didn't, i would ask him out. DUH. well, whatever. maybe I'm the only person who would do this. lol

hmmmm.
i have had a lot of convos about who people like. and I'm not sure why people think that its a bad idea to tell me who they like. i asked Carly (Clara's sister), and she said that she didn't want to tell me because i would tell Clara and she would tease her. but i WOULDN'T! and i said that and shes like "well, you would ask Clara who he is, and then she would be like 'why? how do you know about him?' and i would be like "Carly likes him'" and then the stuff i just mentioned. bleh! and then she asked who i liked and i was like "who do you think i like?" and she was like "the person that Clara e-mailed" and she DIDN"T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT! and i was like "no comment" and she was like "haha mhmm" and i asked why and she said because i hang out with him and i get all defensive when people talk about him. and you know what?! she makes it seem like i go over to his house every day and see him! he lives in freaking savage and i can't drive!!!! plus, its only when they start the whole "you two are married" and the "Mark Jr." thing. why would i just sit here and let them be like that when its NOT TRUE! and then they basically tell people that he's my boyfriend WHEN HES NOT! they told Ms Everest AND Mrs Marget that! i ALMOST strangled them!
which brings me to another topic...why do people ALWAYS assume that he's my beau when they first hear about him?! Alley showed Tess a picture of him on the bus (with an intro of isn't he cute?) and she was like, "is that your boyfriend?" and i was like no and she was like "well he should be" and alley when i was at her house was like "you could invite mark to the pool party!" at dinner and her mom was like "is that your boyfriend?"
and this brings me to another topic...I'm not entirely sure Melissa and Clara are neutral. i mean, its not like they are REQUIRED to like someone, but it seems like they would. whatever.

LOL
today i wore a shirt with rainbow guitars on it and alley said imagining me wearing colors is kind of weird because i seem like a grizzly bear or a pit bull or something tough, and me randomly wearing colorful stuff is like randomly putting bunny ears or a pink jacket on that tough thing.
AND
alley was wondering what mark looked like without a shirt on and we had a convo about that and how it would be weird to randomly ask someone to take off their shirt for you. that's why i was wondering if me and him and lauren got together over the summer they would agree to go to a waterpark and hang out. lol ;P

So I'm pretty sure i left out something because i ALWAYS do. lol i just can't remember it all because most of the time when I'm typing, my own voice is ringing in my head because I'm going on a mental rant. its actually kinda funny.
i have also just now decided that i will use this blog sometimes to tell all of my sunshine/conference related stories. you know how you come back from a fun weekend or something and you want to tell you friends about the funny stuff because they'd appreciate the humor and stuff in it? well i can't tell all of those stories around my friends without risking being mauled by their smarta** remarks. in fact, i can't tell my family either, because i was trying to at first and they were being just as bad! lol so those posts will probably be a little obsesso seeming, but they're NOT! they're just like a whole week in a row worth of stories that i've been wanting to tell.

o.o
I'm going shopping for a graduation dress tomorrow. (if you know me, right now you are probably about to fall over from shock. LOL)

and i have decided that i love hugs. which also is kinda weird. ugh. i think my friends have blowtorches and they're melting the cage for the unnecessarily girly side of my brain. i hope they didn't find it.

bleh. so many things, so many stories..just wait till i post some....
-helcar :o

wazzapppp??

Hm...i haven't posted in a few days and i still have no clue what to write. grr. so lets give an update...

-anna got glasses (welcome to the club. lol)
-i miss walking to the bus with my friends.
-i want to knock my sisters heads off with a metal baseball bat.
-we have major testing tomorrow and the day after that and some other time
-i nearly got shot on easter.
-i destroyed my legs while i was avioding getting shot on easter.
-my sisters are super annoying lately
- i enjoy candy.
-if my strangly calm brain has anything to say about it, i will win the war.
-i wish more of my friends that didn't go to my school had a facebook so i could talk to them.
-i no longer have to drag myself to the car after track
-i have been stuck learning the same song in guitar for like three weeks now. UGH.
-my insane procrastination skills are conflicting with the part of me that knows that i have a million projects and only a hundred days.
-8th grade graduation is coming up and bethany wants to help me pick out a dress. ew.
-my brain is constantly conflicting itself lately...you could say that its fighting over territory.
-the dude that has guitar lessons after me is cute :P


hmm. well, i dont really want to go into detail on any of those. maybe later. lol so for now, ttyl.

so much newness among the old...
~helcar :D

*blink*

I think it would be a lot easier to blog about something if i could direct my thoughts better. there are just too many i'm beginning to realize so theres probably going to be a-well actually, there WILL be a few different topics. lets start off with the first thing...

topic numero uno.......i am SO tired. last night i stayed up again talking to alley. the convo started around six or eight or something like that and then ended somtime in the middle of the night. of course this isn't the first time i've done this, and it won't be the last i dont think. the only downfall to that is that i was also talking to her on thursday night. we stopped around eleven because of school. alley has quickly become what i consider one of my closest friends. she knows pretty much all of my secrets...the interesting thing is that it seems like we always start out talking about joking type stuff then we get onto serious topics as it gets later, so its not all shooting the breeze...so yeah. i think i pretty much got that covered. i'm not going into details because A.that would be rude B. even though i know this is probably going to be long, i'm trying to keep in on the lite diet :P C. again with my random problems....i figured there should be a c but....WAIT! I GOT ONE! you don't need to know everything.

topic numero two (i have no clue how to SPELL two in spanish)...........ew. ewewewewewewewewew. i found out today that one of my friends is going out with a dude who i really don't like (there's a quite a few that I don't like actually). he is annoying, weird looking, has the most annoying voice ever and thinks that he is the coolest and smartest person in the world. yuck. i'm not supposed to say anything (oh...right) because they are "seeing how long it takes for people to notice". oh, and i asked her if they were just going for a joke or if they were serious, and they are serious. ew. that makes me sad. some people have bad taste in guys in my opinion (-Bethany-), but whatever. its their choice, their life, their guy opinions. its still gross though.

topic numero three (again with the foreign language spelling problem)............ i hate seeing people hurt. i hate seeing my friends hurt, i hate seeing strangers hurt, i hate seeing myself hurt. it just sucks. especially when you can't do much. maybe thats one of the reasons why i hide in my head. hurting hurts. (hm. well, i sorta expected this one to be longer, but i have bloggers block...lol)

That is all. lol

So many thoughts, so little concentration....
~helcar :P