This is your face on stress.

This was my face when I didn't immediatly find my track sweatpants :





This was my face when I STILL didn't find them :[





This is my face as I am currently munching on Hot Tamales at 11:34 at night and distressedly trying to find my pants. >:(





This is my face at 11:36 as I rush upstairs with a flashlight to see if my pants are upstairs >O= :) (that thing is a lightbulb by the way)





This is my face as I come racing down the stairs (about to break my neck) with my pants and a handful of Hot Tamales stuffed in my mouth. :D





And now I'm going to go to sleep, and all of these delicious sugary Hot Tamales are going to cement into body fat because my brain and digestive system are like "AW HAAAAAAYYYYYLLLL NO! I'm tired too you jerk! You know what?! SCREW YOU. I'm not digesting this and burning it up. You can just let it TURN INTO FAT. YOU LIKE THAT?!"

And guess what?

I'm still eating those Hot Tamales. What can I say? I'm a bored eater and candy is DELICIOUS!

I need to control my eating habits...
-Helcar : (I'm really tired and I have a track meet tomorrow...)

oh and 'BTW'...when I said "I came running down the stairs with my pants and a handful of hot tamales shoved in my mouth" I did NOT mean that my PANTS were in my mouth too. I just wanted to clarify because I am the type of person that would read that wrong and think it was a lot funnier than it was...just sayin. :)

Le Premier Juin.

It is the first of JUNE! Gawsh this year has flown (and dragged at some points...) And I am THIS CLOSE (yeah yeah I know you can't see my fingers...you get the point) to not being a freshman. I won't say THIS CLOSE to not having to do anything for three months because that my friends would be called a LIE. All summer long I have sports and god knows what else going on. My typical morning will most likely be,
1. Wake up early
2. Bike to my school (about 4.5miles away)
3. Run (as in CROSS COUNTRY)
4. Go to basketball and die there

On the plus side Miss Leah (she's a super amazing awesome senior who you don't really know...) is the co-coach person for my basketball league! Lemme hear a woop woop!

Since I am having major issues with this whole "do homework" thing, I need to go.

Kill me now...
-Helcar o.-zzZZ (that's my one eye open 'is it over yet' sleeping face)

So Close, But OH SO FAR

WOW. It is almost the end of the year and I don't know what I am going to do with myself. This means that my sports will be ending (I mean sort of...) and I will be around my sisters ALL DAY. My summer is going to consist of basketball, basketball, more basketball, and cross country, and more cross country... Along with whatever else rears it's head. Plus I will have summer homework...woopee...sophmoredome is coming up fast. That means 2 YEARS until I am a senior. :O

Adding to all of this 'awesomeness' is the fact that my mother is a @#)(*% and I cannot handle my family, yet I am being stuck with them more. I thought being older was supposed to mean more freedom. Not less.

Right now I'm watching Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. So I'm going to leave you with that.

I know you'll miss me...
-Helcar :P

Oh. My. Glob.

It is WAY too hot out, and the conference meet for track is tomorrow! Plus I'm sick...so it's Robitussin, Airborne and allergy meds for me tomorrow :) And no, I am NOT a druggie because Airborne is vitamin immune booster stuff, and I need to take my allergy meds. Don't judge me. Anyhow, I've lost all of my "get my work done" ness and I don't understand my math right now. Anyone know how to find the zeros of a polynomial using factoring and synthetic division? No? I didn't think so...and neither do I.

I'm screwed no matter how you slice it...
-Helcar >.<;

Just Real Quick

Ok. I've been gone for a while, but I can't talk for long because its late and I'm at a hotel and I have to get up tomorrow. So here's the deal.

I'm at Sonshine with my sisters and dad, and the free concert was Switchfoot. I managed to get a couple rows from the front, but everyone was SUPER packed, and I was being stupid and weariong flip flops so my feet are destroyed and I'm really sore. It was fun though.

I probably won't blog for a while so bye!

I'm tired...
-helcar z.z

AHHH! :'(

ok. more updates on the fly since i have to do a major poetry project.

-alley is going to Stillwater :'(
-Anna figured out who i like :'(
-now veonica is never going to shut up about how she's more trustworthy than the others and i should tell her who i like :'(
-I have 800 projects and tests all coming up shortly :'(
-i have yet to re-confront my mom on the party issue and the end of the year is coming up :'(
-everyone is getting their own e-mail, so i can finally have some privacy and change the password! :D

i have stuff to do, so that will be all for now...
-helcar :'(

updates on the fly!

ok so here's the daily news by person

me:
so far, the "crush knowing" war continues to rage-i think they think i like Hank because they've asked that like 4 times. the only thing is though, he breaks one of the guidelines i gave them and I'm not sure they know that. (hank has blue eyes-i noticed because the bright blue shirt he was wearing today made them look weird. but anywho.)

Melissa:
found out who she "sorta" (i think that's just a: i don't like him very much when he's being an idiot excuse)

Anna:
likes Cheshy, but refuses to do anything about it
thinks its weird that there's a mutual dislike between me and him

Bethany:
same old same old. lol she got in the pictures though, and also, i don't think she knows that i don't really care that she likes Pinnochio (even though i don't understand why she does) i just like harassing her because she spazzes out about him a LOT

Clara:
nothing much. same old same old pretty much.

Veronica:
is making me want to jam a pen down her throat because whenever we get on the crush topic she tries to glorify herself so I'll tell her who i like. for example she says "you can tell me! i wont tell anyone! besides, who was the person that knew Mark's last name (even though i DID tell her first) and who was the person that knew who anna liked and didn't even say that she knew???"
blah.

alley:
her parents are trying to make her go to Boringwater.
still won't spill who she likes. (ARGH!)

so maybe I'll elaborate later...i still have to do a story post!

darn. my schedule got all messed up today...
-helcar Z_Z zzzzzz