ok. more updates on the fly since i have to do a major poetry project.
-alley is going to Stillwater :'(
-Anna figured out who i like :'(
-now veonica is never going to shut up about how she's more trustworthy than the others and i should tell her who i like :'(
-I have 800 projects and tests all coming up shortly :'(
-i have yet to re-confront my mom on the party issue and the end of the year is coming up :'(
-everyone is getting their own e-mail, so i can finally have some privacy and change the password! :D
i have stuff to do, so that will be all for now...
-helcar :'(
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
updates on the fly!
ok so here's the daily news by person
me:
so far, the "crush knowing" war continues to rage-i think they think i like Hank because they've asked that like 4 times. the only thing is though, he breaks one of the guidelines i gave them and I'm not sure they know that. (hank has blue eyes-i noticed because the bright blue shirt he was wearing today made them look weird. but anywho.)
Melissa:
found out who she "sorta" (i think that's just a: i don't like him very much when he's being an idiot excuse)
Anna:
likes Cheshy, but refuses to do anything about it
thinks its weird that there's a mutual dislike between me and him
Bethany:
same old same old. lol she got in the pictures though, and also, i don't think she knows that i don't really care that she likes Pinnochio (even though i don't understand why she does) i just like harassing her because she spazzes out about him a LOT
Clara:
nothing much. same old same old pretty much.
Veronica:
is making me want to jam a pen down her throat because whenever we get on the crush topic she tries to glorify herself so I'll tell her who i like. for example she says "you can tell me! i wont tell anyone! besides, who was the person that knew Mark's last name (even though i DID tell her first) and who was the person that knew who anna liked and didn't even say that she knew???"
blah.
alley:
her parents are trying to make her go to Boringwater.
still won't spill who she likes. (ARGH!)
so maybe I'll elaborate later...i still have to do a story post!
darn. my schedule got all messed up today...
-helcar Z_Z zzzzzz
me:
so far, the "crush knowing" war continues to rage-i think they think i like Hank because they've asked that like 4 times. the only thing is though, he breaks one of the guidelines i gave them and I'm not sure they know that. (hank has blue eyes-i noticed because the bright blue shirt he was wearing today made them look weird. but anywho.)
Melissa:
found out who she "sorta" (i think that's just a: i don't like him very much when he's being an idiot excuse)
Anna:
likes Cheshy, but refuses to do anything about it
thinks its weird that there's a mutual dislike between me and him
Bethany:
same old same old. lol she got in the pictures though, and also, i don't think she knows that i don't really care that she likes Pinnochio (even though i don't understand why she does) i just like harassing her because she spazzes out about him a LOT
Clara:
nothing much. same old same old pretty much.
Veronica:
is making me want to jam a pen down her throat because whenever we get on the crush topic she tries to glorify herself so I'll tell her who i like. for example she says "you can tell me! i wont tell anyone! besides, who was the person that knew Mark's last name (even though i DID tell her first) and who was the person that knew who anna liked and didn't even say that she knew???"
blah.
alley:
her parents are trying to make her go to Boringwater.
still won't spill who she likes. (ARGH!)
so maybe I'll elaborate later...i still have to do a story post!
darn. my schedule got all messed up today...
-helcar Z_Z zzzzzz
Friday, May 22, 2009
...
rrg. my dress that i was forced to get is like right above my knees and i look like a giraffe/zebra/really weird tree. also, why does Bethany talk about me going out with people so much!?
today in gym when she was guessing who i like (you all should know who it is by now)after a couple people, she was like "are you going out with someone?" WHAT?! if i was going out with someone from school, i would tell them. if it was someone outside of school i would tell them. but I'm trying to decide if i would tell them if the (super unlikely) event of me going out with sunshine happened. also, she asks the weirdest questions sometimes. like she has asked me multiple times if i would go out with the person i like. DUH!
but that's all for now because i need to sleep...
-helcar :/
today in gym when she was guessing who i like (you all should know who it is by now)after a couple people, she was like "are you going out with someone?" WHAT?! if i was going out with someone from school, i would tell them. if it was someone outside of school i would tell them. but I'm trying to decide if i would tell them if the (super unlikely) event of me going out with sunshine happened. also, she asks the weirdest questions sometimes. like she has asked me multiple times if i would go out with the person i like. DUH!
but that's all for now because i need to sleep...
-helcar :/
Thursday, May 21, 2009
wooow
RRGGGG! and AHHH! and WHAAT?! and hmmm and another hmm for a different reason and LOL and o.o (I'm not sure what word to put for that one). too bad i can't say all of that at the same time, because that's what I'm thinking. so here is the dealio.
RRGGGG!
Alley wont tell me who the new person she likes is!! of course its her business and shes not required to tell me, but I WANT TO KNOW! lol why? i don't know, i just like knowing my friends secrets! it helps me know them better! so I've guessed duke (not my name for him.), which she has denied, but here is the reasoning for such a guess
1. even if the valleyfair clues were fake, he fits those descriptions.
2. alley said that the persons shoes matched their shirt 2day (may 21st, 2009), which again, another fake clue maybe, but he fits the bill.
3. she says its embarrassing-duke is a possibility for someone that you would be embarrassed to tell others that you like.
4. she has been talking to him a lot more in music lately. it seems like before when the seats got switched, he was just there.
so idk. even though i would hate to, I'm tempted to give up until she tells me on her own because shes too hard to read and shes stubborn. lol
AHHH!
so today i found out who Anna currently likes. it turns out that it is the person that i was suspicious that it might be, but she says it wasn't at first.
i also accidentally found out who she liked before. which honestly, is kind of interesting, not necessarily surprising, and also not quite as big of a deal as she was making it. YES it kind of is a big deal, since it was the same person another person likes (i had already gotten that much out of her before, but i figured it was somebody else's <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">lol) but its not like if she told me i would criticize her for liking the same person as someone else, because it happens. and also, it wasn't like i would go tell the other person that liked the guy that Anna liked him too...whatever. and another reason for this AHHHHHH! is that Bethany was yelling at me in gym for not understanding why she likes Pinnochio and not really caring that Anna likes Cheshie.
WHAT?!
i was just talking to Anna and i told her what Bethany and i decided in gym (that it wouldn't be a bad idea to ask him out) and guess what.
Anna said that she told him.
as in that she likes him! and she said that he said that he liked her back!!!!!
and THEN i was like "well then ask him out!" and you know what she said?!
"no. girls don't ask guys out."
AHHHH!!!! which is more like an ARRRGGGHHHH! if the guy I liked (mark) said that he liked me, then maybe i would wait a little bit to see if he would ask me out, but then if he didn't, i would ask him out. DUH. well, whatever. maybe I'm the only person who would do this. lol
hmmmm.
i have had a lot of convos about who people like. and I'm not sure why people think that its a bad idea to tell me who they like. i asked Carly (Clara's sister), and she said that she didn't want to tell me because i would tell Clara and she would tease her. but i WOULDN'T! and i said that and shes like "well, you would ask Clara who he is, and then she would be like 'why? how do you know about him?' and i would be like "Carly likes him'" and then the stuff i just mentioned. bleh! and then she asked who i liked and i was like "who do you think i like?" and she was like "the person that Clara e-mailed" and she DIDN"T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT! and i was like "no comment" and she was like "haha mhmm" and i asked why and she said because i hang out with him and i get all defensive when people talk about him. and you know what?! she makes it seem like i go over to his house every day and see him! he lives in freaking savage and i can't drive!!!! plus, its only when they start the whole "you two are married" and the "Mark Jr." thing. why would i just sit here and let them be like that when its NOT TRUE! and then they basically tell people that he's my boyfriend WHEN HES NOT! they told Ms Everest AND Mrs Marget that! i ALMOST strangled them!
which brings me to another topic...why do people ALWAYS assume that he's my beau when they first hear about him?! Alley showed Tess a picture of him on the bus (with an intro of isn't he cute?) and she was like, "is that your boyfriend?" and i was like no and she was like "well he should be" and alley when i was at her house was like "you could invite mark to the pool party!" at dinner and her mom was like "is that your boyfriend?"
and this brings me to another topic...I'm not entirely sure Melissa and Clara are neutral. i mean, its not like they are REQUIRED to like someone, but it seems like they would. whatever.
LOL
today i wore a shirt with rainbow guitars on it and alley said imagining me wearing colors is kind of weird because i seem like a grizzly bear or a pit bull or something tough, and me randomly wearing colorful stuff is like randomly putting bunny ears or a pink jacket on that tough thing.
AND
alley was wondering what mark looked like without a shirt on and we had a convo about that and how it would be weird to randomly ask someone to take off their shirt for you. that's why i was wondering if me and him and lauren got together over the summer they would agree to go to a waterpark and hang out. lol ;P
So I'm pretty sure i left out something because i ALWAYS do. lol i just can't remember it all because most of the time when I'm typing, my own voice is ringing in my head because I'm going on a mental rant. its actually kinda funny.
i have also just now decided that i will use this blog sometimes to tell all of my sunshine/conference related stories. you know how you come back from a fun weekend or something and you want to tell you friends about the funny stuff because they'd appreciate the humor and stuff in it? well i can't tell all of those stories around my friends without risking being mauled by their smarta** remarks. in fact, i can't tell my family either, because i was trying to at first and they were being just as bad! lol so those posts will probably be a little obsesso seeming, but they're NOT! they're just like a whole week in a row worth of stories that i've been wanting to tell.
o.o
I'm going shopping for a graduation dress tomorrow. (if you know me, right now you are probably about to fall over from shock. LOL)
and i have decided that i love hugs. which also is kinda weird. ugh. i think my friends have blowtorches and they're melting the cage for the unnecessarily girly side of my brain. i hope they didn't find it.
bleh. so many things, so many stories..just wait till i post some....
-helcar :o
RRGGGG!
Alley wont tell me who the new person she likes is!! of course its her business and shes not required to tell me, but I WANT TO KNOW! lol why? i don't know, i just like knowing my friends secrets! it helps me know them better! so I've guessed duke (not my name for him.), which she has denied, but here is the reasoning for such a guess
1. even if the valleyfair clues were fake, he fits those descriptions.
2. alley said that the persons shoes matched their shirt 2day (may 21st, 2009), which again, another fake clue maybe, but he fits the bill.
3. she says its embarrassing-duke is a possibility for someone that you would be embarrassed to tell others that you like.
4. she has been talking to him a lot more in music lately. it seems like before when the seats got switched, he was just there.
so idk. even though i would hate to, I'm tempted to give up until she tells me on her own because shes too hard to read and shes stubborn. lol
AHHH!
so today i found out who Anna currently likes. it turns out that it is the person that i was suspicious that it might be, but she says it wasn't at first.
i also accidentally found out who she liked before. which honestly, is kind of interesting, not necessarily surprising, and also not quite as big of a deal as she was making it. YES it kind of is a big deal, since it was the same person another person likes (i had already gotten that much out of her before, but i figured it was somebody else's <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">lol) but its not like if she told me i would criticize her for liking the same person as someone else, because it happens. and also, it wasn't like i would go tell the other person that liked the guy that Anna liked him too...whatever. and another reason for this AHHHHHH! is that Bethany was yelling at me in gym for not understanding why she likes Pinnochio and not really caring that Anna likes Cheshie.
WHAT?!
i was just talking to Anna and i told her what Bethany and i decided in gym (that it wouldn't be a bad idea to ask him out) and guess what.
Anna said that she told him.
as in that she likes him! and she said that he said that he liked her back!!!!!
and THEN i was like "well then ask him out!" and you know what she said?!
"no. girls don't ask guys out."
AHHHH!!!! which is more like an ARRRGGGHHHH! if the guy I liked (mark) said that he liked me, then maybe i would wait a little bit to see if he would ask me out, but then if he didn't, i would ask him out. DUH. well, whatever. maybe I'm the only person who would do this. lol
hmmmm.
i have had a lot of convos about who people like. and I'm not sure why people think that its a bad idea to tell me who they like. i asked Carly (Clara's sister), and she said that she didn't want to tell me because i would tell Clara and she would tease her. but i WOULDN'T! and i said that and shes like "well, you would ask Clara who he is, and then she would be like 'why? how do you know about him?' and i would be like "Carly likes him'" and then the stuff i just mentioned. bleh! and then she asked who i liked and i was like "who do you think i like?" and she was like "the person that Clara e-mailed" and she DIDN"T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT! and i was like "no comment" and she was like "haha mhmm" and i asked why and she said because i hang out with him and i get all defensive when people talk about him. and you know what?! she makes it seem like i go over to his house every day and see him! he lives in freaking savage and i can't drive!!!! plus, its only when they start the whole "you two are married" and the "Mark Jr." thing. why would i just sit here and let them be like that when its NOT TRUE! and then they basically tell people that he's my boyfriend WHEN HES NOT! they told Ms Everest AND Mrs Marget that! i ALMOST strangled them!
which brings me to another topic...why do people ALWAYS assume that he's my beau when they first hear about him?! Alley showed Tess a picture of him on the bus (with an intro of isn't he cute?) and she was like, "is that your boyfriend?" and i was like no and she was like "well he should be" and alley when i was at her house was like "you could invite mark to the pool party!" at dinner and her mom was like "is that your boyfriend?"
and this brings me to another topic...I'm not entirely sure Melissa and Clara are neutral. i mean, its not like they are REQUIRED to like someone, but it seems like they would. whatever.
LOL
today i wore a shirt with rainbow guitars on it and alley said imagining me wearing colors is kind of weird because i seem like a grizzly bear or a pit bull or something tough, and me randomly wearing colorful stuff is like randomly putting bunny ears or a pink jacket on that tough thing.
AND
alley was wondering what mark looked like without a shirt on and we had a convo about that and how it would be weird to randomly ask someone to take off their shirt for you. that's why i was wondering if me and him and lauren got together over the summer they would agree to go to a waterpark and hang out. lol ;P
So I'm pretty sure i left out something because i ALWAYS do. lol i just can't remember it all because most of the time when I'm typing, my own voice is ringing in my head because I'm going on a mental rant. its actually kinda funny.
i have also just now decided that i will use this blog sometimes to tell all of my sunshine/conference related stories. you know how you come back from a fun weekend or something and you want to tell you friends about the funny stuff because they'd appreciate the humor and stuff in it? well i can't tell all of those stories around my friends without risking being mauled by their smarta** remarks. in fact, i can't tell my family either, because i was trying to at first and they were being just as bad! lol so those posts will probably be a little obsesso seeming, but they're NOT! they're just like a whole week in a row worth of stories that i've been wanting to tell.
o.o
I'm going shopping for a graduation dress tomorrow. (if you know me, right now you are probably about to fall over from shock. LOL)
and i have decided that i love hugs. which also is kinda weird. ugh. i think my friends have blowtorches and they're melting the cage for the unnecessarily girly side of my brain. i hope they didn't find it.
bleh. so many things, so many stories..just wait till i post some....
-helcar :o
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Midnight Blogging
so it seems like i always end up blogging at like one in the morning when my thoughts are all over the place and a week worth a tiredness is catching up to me. lots of stuff has happened sorta i guess.
but OMG!!!!! my (awesome) project citizen team WON! so our project board gets sent to Washington DC (but we don't, which is LLLLAAAMMMEEE). the day at the capital was fun, other than the fact that clara and veronica were acting like moms and i wanted to beat them with my shoe. and alley made it, so everyone was there! it was way cool and when it was announced that WE, the misfits won, we all freaked out! it was way coolio.
I'm not sure why, but lately, I've been waaayyy more hyper than i normally am. its like my brain is on crack (WHICH ITS NOT!). also, it seems like I'm a teensy weensy bit more outgoing than usual. maybe my friends drugged me....lol and i have a hundred million Disney songs stuck in my head, along with a million other things.
my friends are awesome. alley is awesome at piano and stuff. Melissa writes amazing songs which she doesn't give herself enough credit for. Clara is a really good skater (i went to her show. lol). Bethany even though she's a spaz is a pretty good friend i think. Anna is constantly smiling. Veronica is pretty understanding (until you make her mad, then there's no reasoning with her....). me? not so sure about me. I'm a spazzo nerd. lol
on project citizen day my friends (pretty much) all found out i have asthma. LOL they SPAZZED out. I'm pretty sure i told them but i guess not. and alley was like "i know all this stuff about you and i didn't know you have asthma?!" and everyone else was like "OMG! YOU have ASTHMA?! WHY DIDN"T YOU TELL ME?!" and then they were all asking me about having asthma....lol
i have mixed feelings on the veronica issue. she is a good friend when i hang out with her alone, but whenever she gets mad, its always that SHE is right and YOU were the one that did something wrong, PLUS, she always says we (my friends) all complain too much, when she complains about that and basically everything else. plus, when she is mad, and i try to make her UNmad, which is really starting to get on my nerves, because its making the friendship a lot more work than it should be, she wont do anything, she ignores EVERYONE, wanders off on her own, she will hesitantly talk to me, but when others come around i basically have to start over. also, whenever she gets mad at like 2 or more people in the group, she shuns like EVERYONE even though we TOTALLY don't deserve it. and this would suck but not nearly as bad if this happened every once in a while, but the thing is that this is like at least once a week. plus, normally when she's mad, it has something to do with your interaction with her (or the lack of for twenty seconds...) and she shuns you and acts like she doesn't want you even looking at her, then she gets madder when you try to ignore her and let her cool off.
ARGH. my throwing in track lately makes me want to drop a shot on my hand so i have an excuse to do the way i am. so here's the deal:i throw discus in track, and my best distance this year was like 51' 8" or something like that. but lately Ive been super off. my distance for the last meet was only 35' 6". that's a HUGE difference in my mind. i don't' know if its my form or what, but here's whats i think is messing me up
1.for some reason, it feels like I'm tugging on my shoulder socket after a few throws.
2. somewhere along the way, i got into the habit of pausing before i start my spin (between the arm swings and the spin), which makes me lose momentum
3. when i throw it, i can't get it to fly like a frisbee like i used to be able to once in a while. now it just flies end over end like a football kick.
4. lately no matter how i set my base, i can't get balanced then i almost fall over when I'm twisting.
5. holding the disc the "right way" puts a painful strain on my hand because of how my fingers are spread out.
also, i can't get my times right for my other events either. they're all about second and a half slower than they were and should be....ARGH!!! idk. maybe I'm just being too hard on myself, but in all reality, i don't think i am because it REALLY bugs me that all of my stuff is messed up like this....stupid crap...
alley was chewing the same piece of gum for a week. that's insane and its gotta take some mad skill to chew a little ball of rubber poison for a week. lmao
I'm not sure my kids book is going to be finished, but I'm gonna try, and hope that the kid doesn't hate it like she probably will...oh well *sigh*
i ran like four miles for track because we ran to dairy queen, and i DIDN"T die!!!
alleys mom has been talking to me on facebook a good deal...she was like "so alley says you don't think i like you. whats up with that?"
i hate it when people start to tell/ask me something then say never mind.
mIlk, not mElk.
and i know there's probably other stuff, but whatever....
too many things going on....
-helcar :B
but OMG!!!!! my (awesome) project citizen team WON! so our project board gets sent to Washington DC (but we don't, which is LLLLAAAMMMEEE). the day at the capital was fun, other than the fact that clara and veronica were acting like moms and i wanted to beat them with my shoe. and alley made it, so everyone was there! it was way cool and when it was announced that WE, the misfits won, we all freaked out! it was way coolio.
I'm not sure why, but lately, I've been waaayyy more hyper than i normally am. its like my brain is on crack (WHICH ITS NOT!). also, it seems like I'm a teensy weensy bit more outgoing than usual. maybe my friends drugged me....lol and i have a hundred million Disney songs stuck in my head, along with a million other things.
my friends are awesome. alley is awesome at piano and stuff. Melissa writes amazing songs which she doesn't give herself enough credit for. Clara is a really good skater (i went to her show. lol). Bethany even though she's a spaz is a pretty good friend i think. Anna is constantly smiling. Veronica is pretty understanding (until you make her mad, then there's no reasoning with her....). me? not so sure about me. I'm a spazzo nerd. lol
on project citizen day my friends (pretty much) all found out i have asthma. LOL they SPAZZED out. I'm pretty sure i told them but i guess not. and alley was like "i know all this stuff about you and i didn't know you have asthma?!" and everyone else was like "OMG! YOU have ASTHMA?! WHY DIDN"T YOU TELL ME?!" and then they were all asking me about having asthma....lol
i have mixed feelings on the veronica issue. she is a good friend when i hang out with her alone, but whenever she gets mad, its always that SHE is right and YOU were the one that did something wrong, PLUS, she always says we (my friends) all complain too much, when she complains about that and basically everything else. plus, when she is mad, and i try to make her UNmad, which is really starting to get on my nerves, because its making the friendship a lot more work than it should be, she wont do anything, she ignores EVERYONE, wanders off on her own, she will hesitantly talk to me, but when others come around i basically have to start over. also, whenever she gets mad at like 2 or more people in the group, she shuns like EVERYONE even though we TOTALLY don't deserve it. and this would suck but not nearly as bad if this happened every once in a while, but the thing is that this is like at least once a week. plus, normally when she's mad, it has something to do with your interaction with her (or the lack of for twenty seconds...) and she shuns you and acts like she doesn't want you even looking at her, then she gets madder when you try to ignore her and let her cool off.
ARGH. my throwing in track lately makes me want to drop a shot on my hand so i have an excuse to do the way i am. so here's the deal:i throw discus in track, and my best distance this year was like 51' 8" or something like that. but lately Ive been super off. my distance for the last meet was only 35' 6". that's a HUGE difference in my mind. i don't' know if its my form or what, but here's whats i think is messing me up
1.for some reason, it feels like I'm tugging on my shoulder socket after a few throws.
2. somewhere along the way, i got into the habit of pausing before i start my spin (between the arm swings and the spin), which makes me lose momentum
3. when i throw it, i can't get it to fly like a frisbee like i used to be able to once in a while. now it just flies end over end like a football kick.
4. lately no matter how i set my base, i can't get balanced then i almost fall over when I'm twisting.
5. holding the disc the "right way" puts a painful strain on my hand because of how my fingers are spread out.
also, i can't get my times right for my other events either. they're all about second and a half slower than they were and should be....ARGH!!! idk. maybe I'm just being too hard on myself, but in all reality, i don't think i am because it REALLY bugs me that all of my stuff is messed up like this....stupid crap...
alley was chewing the same piece of gum for a week. that's insane and its gotta take some mad skill to chew a little ball of rubber poison for a week. lmao
I'm not sure my kids book is going to be finished, but I'm gonna try, and hope that the kid doesn't hate it like she probably will...oh well *sigh*
i ran like four miles for track because we ran to dairy queen, and i DIDN"T die!!!
alleys mom has been talking to me on facebook a good deal...she was like "so alley says you don't think i like you. whats up with that?"
i hate it when people start to tell/ask me something then say never mind.
mIlk, not mElk.
and i know there's probably other stuff, but whatever....
too many things going on....
-helcar :B
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
dangerous ambition
soooo. i was THINKING that MAYBE at the end of the school year i had a party that included ALL my friends...this ALL includes people from different schools that i would not introduce to others if i wasnt temporarily insane....
the guest list would include:
alley
bethany
clara
veronica
melissa
anna
rachael
lauren
*dramatic pause*
and mark
its dangerous ambition for a reason. im not sure i completely trust all of my friends to be mature about this.-anna, clara, bethany,and possibly melissa-i dont think veronica alley and rachael will be that bad but maybe im wrong. i dont know. you know how trusting i am all the time (or maybe you don't...haha.
of course there are other issues
1.will my mom let me invite this many kids ANYWHERE?
2.where would be the best place to have this party since there is the home location complication.
3.the dates of people getting out of school
most people that would be coming are out on the 9th since they go to my school BUT:
A.Rachael-the 4th
B.Mark:the 5th
c. Lauren: the 11th
4th and 5th shouldn't really be a prob unless there is someone going on a trip as soon as they're out of school, but it kinda ruins the "last day of school party-ness"
the 11th on the other hand, is a thursday (i think). what COULD be done, is the other people start the party around 12-1:30 and then Lauren meets us at the party place! that still kinda sux though....
so my thinking is that we could hang out at MOA, then when the other peoples (aka mark and lauren since its slightly iffy if my homie's parents will even allow a DAY party with ONE guy, so sleepover is out if EVERYONE stays, and i dont want to invite 1 conference buddy and not the other.) have to leave around 7:30 maybe? then the other how ever many people can come back to my house! that would be AWESOME if this worked out and there werent any disasterous incidents. so i'm gonna let that simmer, then start my action plan.
first i need an actual action plan....
-helcar :D
the guest list would include:
alley
bethany
clara
veronica
melissa
anna
rachael
lauren
*dramatic pause*
and mark
its dangerous ambition for a reason. im not sure i completely trust all of my friends to be mature about this.-anna, clara, bethany,and possibly melissa-i dont think veronica alley and rachael will be that bad but maybe im wrong. i dont know. you know how trusting i am all the time (or maybe you don't...haha.
of course there are other issues
1.will my mom let me invite this many kids ANYWHERE?
2.where would be the best place to have this party since there is the home location complication.
3.the dates of people getting out of school
most people that would be coming are out on the 9th since they go to my school BUT:
A.Rachael-the 4th
B.Mark:the 5th
c. Lauren: the 11th
4th and 5th shouldn't really be a prob unless there is someone going on a trip as soon as they're out of school, but it kinda ruins the "last day of school party-ness"
the 11th on the other hand, is a thursday (i think). what COULD be done, is the other people start the party around 12-1:30 and then Lauren meets us at the party place! that still kinda sux though....
so my thinking is that we could hang out at MOA, then when the other peoples (aka mark and lauren since its slightly iffy if my homie's parents will even allow a DAY party with ONE guy, so sleepover is out if EVERYONE stays, and i dont want to invite 1 conference buddy and not the other.) have to leave around 7:30 maybe? then the other how ever many people can come back to my house! that would be AWESOME if this worked out and there werent any disasterous incidents. so i'm gonna let that simmer, then start my action plan.
first i need an actual action plan....
-helcar :D
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
i can't handle it. ;)
well, if you know the joke you'll get the title. not sure why i picked that title, but thats what im going to go with. SO....
today in gym, (before the teachers come in, i always talk to Bethany and Jenny because their squad is on the other side of the gym) i was talking Bethany and Jenny. i dont even remember what we were talking about! i think i was joking about something and bethany just randomly says... "you need a boyfriend."
WHAT?!
so i asked her why and she's just like "i dont know....you just do." ...thanks bethany. ROB(ed)L. so while we were slacking off instead of playing mat ball, we were trying to figure out people that i would go out with. lol it turns out that list is quite small. some people are ok, but the people that aren't "popular" or "semi popular" are all WEIRD in one way or another. (does this explain my social status? most likely. LOL im weird in more way than one.) and lots of the "popular" people are stupid jerks so whatev. and bethany was like "well...would you go out with mystery man a.k.a. the guy you like that you won't tell us about?" and then she gave me a look that was maybe supposed to be a normal look, but it kinda had a hint of "TELL ME WHO IT IS!" in it. i was like "yeah." (weird "no duh" look. but i guess some people wouldn't go out with the person they like for a few different reasons, which makes sense...). sorry bethany, but im not telling you. i just can't.
1.its kinda a bad idea
2.im not even sure i would even be able to choke it out and tell someone out loud. im better at telling secrets when i dont have to say them. not sure why.
it was just such a random comment. it was seriously out of the blue. like she interrupted my random babbling and just burst out with "you need a boyfriend". its honestly not something i expected to hear from her. i dont really have anything else to say right now because i need to do some math homework....bleck...but i just thought you should know.
feel free to comment. lol...
~helcar O.o
today in gym, (before the teachers come in, i always talk to Bethany and Jenny because their squad is on the other side of the gym) i was talking Bethany and Jenny. i dont even remember what we were talking about! i think i was joking about something and bethany just randomly says... "you need a boyfriend."
WHAT?!
so i asked her why and she's just like "i dont know....you just do." ...thanks bethany. ROB(ed)L. so while we were slacking off instead of playing mat ball, we were trying to figure out people that i would go out with. lol it turns out that list is quite small. some people are ok, but the people that aren't "popular" or "semi popular" are all WEIRD in one way or another. (does this explain my social status? most likely. LOL im weird in more way than one.) and lots of the "popular" people are stupid jerks so whatev. and bethany was like "well...would you go out with mystery man a.k.a. the guy you like that you won't tell us about?" and then she gave me a look that was maybe supposed to be a normal look, but it kinda had a hint of "TELL ME WHO IT IS!" in it. i was like "yeah." (weird "no duh" look. but i guess some people wouldn't go out with the person they like for a few different reasons, which makes sense...). sorry bethany, but im not telling you. i just can't.
1.its kinda a bad idea
2.im not even sure i would even be able to choke it out and tell someone out loud. im better at telling secrets when i dont have to say them. not sure why.
it was just such a random comment. it was seriously out of the blue. like she interrupted my random babbling and just burst out with "you need a boyfriend". its honestly not something i expected to hear from her. i dont really have anything else to say right now because i need to do some math homework....bleck...but i just thought you should know.
feel free to comment. lol...
~helcar O.o
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